ughh..im never goin on vacation to a place where there's like a 12 hr. time difference lol..its too hard to get back in normal time...umm..wuts happened the past couple days..ive been so delirious n out of it..it'll b good if i remember half of it lol..umm..sunday..i went to church..i saw tom..i dnt think he saw me tho...i saw his dad tho lol..he gave me communion n im like scared of him so i cudnt look at him so i was just like "amen" n like turned rly quick..cuz im phsyco like that..then..i came home..n i rly dnt kno wut happened lol..until jenna came to pick me up for a party..omg i like jumped on her..i was sooo excited to her..like it was crazy..i was soo happy..i missed her so much..so yea..ne way..we went to sevrets house..passed so many funny streets lol..blueberry patch..garden ave..haha..i wanna live on briartwist dr. lol..so yea..we got there..n i saw everyone..i was soo happy..missed everyone so much...i had so much fun..haha..i played time crisis..thats such an awesome game lol..i wish i knew about it before lol..i love it lol...so much fun..lets see..umm..it rained so no one went swimmin..although i went home lookin like i did..thanks to..who else but tommyboy..lol..i think i got him back pretty good tho lol..umm..yea..jumped on the trampoline..tlked to ppl bout high school n other stuff..umm..yea..jenna came home wit me..ughh..the ride home..n then jenna got like "initiated" into my family lol..idk..my family is soo weird..im scared of them...umm..yea..me n jenna..idk wut we did..not much lol..just watched tv..she tried to get me to eat sumthin..but idk wut i wanted soo..i didnt rly eat much..just fruit..n we fell asleep pretty early..it was 1 sumthin..umm..n i woke up at like 8 30..n i cudnt fall asleep..i got pissed off..n then yea..jenna got up at like 11 i guess..n we got up..n called moe..n then we decided to go to the movies..moe cudnt go tho..we watched a cinderella story..omg omg omg..<33333333I LOVE CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY!!!!!!!<333333333333...the movie was good..but it was great because of him..he sooo hott...ahh..yea..i was smilin the rest of the day lol..umm..jennas mommy picked us up..brought me home..jenna picked up her stuff n then left..n i was in bed lyin down n i was so tired n i fell asleep n it was like 7...n i slept til 12..got up n i cudnt fall back asleep..n i was soo hungry..so i went downstairs..n like hunted for food lol..n i found..leftover burger king..n pancakes lol..weird..but yea..umm..n my brother came down..he was still up at 4am lol..hes worse than me..he stays up all night...yea..ne way..i fell asleep prolly like 4 15..n i was forced to wake up this morning at 11..my mom woke me up..i had to go to the doctor..im 5'3 n 106 pounds..i gained 5 pounds since last yr..not bad..but yea..umm..doc sed i have an "athletic build" n i shud do sports..haha..so yea..i gotta get bloodwork done..i hate blood!!..ughh...n then i came home..n i feel like a zombie..i feel like im floating..n yet again..i havent eaten much today..ughh..i want my apetite back..im so upset that i dnt have my big apetite..eating was my PASSION!!!..lol..im crazy..but yea...so i just watched tv..n did nuthin at all today..bored as hell..but soo tired so i shudnt b out ne way lol..id b mistaken for a drunk person lol..so yea..im prolly goin to bed soon..haha..this is soo sad that i had the time to write so much..im so pathetic..ahh..i have no life lol..n im rly delirious right now..so yea im gunna go lol..bye